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Saturday, March 28, 2009

9:13 PM

Hi ppl, i'm bck...
will update what i've been doing....
still the same as usual busy working everydae...
this wk gt to work another 1/2 more dae which is todae sat...
i wrk work 5 and a half daes....
onli gt 1 and a half dae to play and rest and enjoy....
this wk was nt a gd wk for me....
stress and fretting over my work....
then also some issue with my work which i dun wan to mention here....
but through my work and experience, i noe wad is hardship and i noe
how it "taste like" when u work in the real working outside world...
but is becuz of this precious wrking experience, it made me learn
and grow at the same time which is gd for me...
learn to respect others and be more professional no matter which identity are you
nxt wk gt to ot again....
haiz...

March is coming to an end soon....
oh Dear!
wad to do?
Sch is going to start in April soon...
kind of not fully 100% prepared yet...
many of my colleague said that i'm veri sociable and friendly...
they sae i definately can go out and meet ppl...
but inside my heart somehow sometimes i will feel a bit uneasy
and uncomfortable having myself to adjust to a new environment...
but i alwaes tell myself tat
life is just lyk tat....
at diff pt of ur life, u gt to adjust certain things...
i tried to comfort myself by telling myself tis..
"加油你一定行得，不要感到害怕，勇敢地去面对和偿式，
世上无难事，只怕有心人”
I realli feel tt time passes so fast...
March is going to end soon...
another new mth is coming....
i dunno whether shld i be optimistic or pessimistic....
how i iwsh that time could freeze everything....
that i have now...
nth much to say nw...
will share my deeper thoughts the nxt time..
buhbyee....

&the beauty.

9:04 PM

Hey I'm bck to update for this March...

I'm still busy working everydae...
my wkends r reserved for my family n myself...
work is still fine so far so i wldn't talk much abt it...

I will just be sharing some tots todae...
Everyone needs a few pillars in their life...
For me, i have pillar of support from my family now...
but i somehow feel tat i am still not satisfied in my life...
my pillar of friendship is going down...
ever since all of us graduated, my frens and I hardly meet up
with each other....
and we dun keep into contact with each other animore...
I am wondering why is all tis happening....
all the promises that was made previously was not kept...
Maybe i should believe the saying, "Never believe in the promises
that others give you cuz 9 out of 10 will not fulfil their promises to u"...
Not only tat, I somehow feel that I'm a loner....
I feel so empty inside my heart although mentally I am busy occupied with work...
sometimes i use work to fill the empty space in my heart...
I juz dun wish to tink so much..
I scared once i start thinking, my tots will be deepened.
The more i think, the more scared i will be....
I really feel like i'm a loner...
on wkdaes i will be busy wrking then after wrk i will go straight home
cuz was veri tired...
on wkends i wan to relax myself a bit but i juz cldn't find
any shopping buddies or cafe buddies to go out wif me...
so mostly i go out wif my family...
luckily last wk my exercise buddy went out wif me..
I'm wondering wad have everyone been doing..
I think i have quite an endurance...
have been wrking for abt 3 mths already....
but i'm statisfied wif my wrk at present....
but i just somehow feel empty in my heart...
maybe the pillar of love and care hasn't been built up yet...
somedae wadever will come will come...
i alwaes believe in fate....

this wkend i'm also quite at a loss of wad to do..
but i've already planned it out already...
gt to go window shopping again by myself...
i'm gonna get a new slippers, a new skirt and a nice bk to read tis wkend..
shopping freak...
sundae will be my family dae...
haiz...sometimes in life
u can't expect much frm it...
wadever will be will be...

maybe due to my loneliness or stress, sometimes i will have mood swing...
just like todae....
but whenever i have a nice bk to read, my mood will be gd...

nxt wk will also be a busy wk 4 me...
gt to do the online registration np thing,
gt to settle bills, gt to grab a laptop...
gt to go bck to sch for the prize giving ceremony thing...
a bit anxious n nervous since i have not gone bck to sch 4 a long time...

Hope tat nxt wk will be a better wk 4 me....
Good nite peeps...

&the beauty.

Shi Teng NP BS

Loves Gd Jap & Korean Food & Shopping!!

Desires
Fly to Korea & Study overseas.

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