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Saturday, January 31, 2009

10:35 PM

Hello everione...bck at last...
yeah wish everione a
HAPPI NIU YEAR!!=)
hope tat my wishes are nt too late
cuz cny is still ongoing
there are 15 daes...
have been veri busy lately so no time to update...
wad am i busy wif?
busy preparing for cny...visiting ppl's n
relative hse for 3 daes non-stop...
then also busy goin out n stuff...

last sat 24/1
was busy spring cleaning at home...
purchasing cny things...
yeah then went to west mall....
i tink tat's abt it...

Eve of cny (25/1)
nth much...
mum cooked a few big pots of food including curry
then bring to ah ma hse
n visit my ah ma....
ya spent my dae at there nth much...

1st dae of cny
went visiting at around 4pm lyk tat....
cuz tis yr a bit special...
we can't go one of my relative hse...
so tat's why we go out late...
went to my mother's side...
i didn't gamble..
all the adults were gambling lyk crazy....
i was only sitting down n enjoying the
"xiao niang re" big renioun...
get hongbaos...n stuff..

2nd dae of cny
as usual went to my father's side...
but tis yr i nt so stupid animore le..
i nv stay at there all the time...
i reach there at abt 1.30 lyk tat...
then we eat, sit down, chit-chat....
then abt 3.30 lyk i left le...
cuz i went to visit Miss Karen Wong's hse...
she invited mi to her hse 4 cny....
so i asked my dad to drive mi there...
met up wif xue qi, yl n christine...
had fun at her hse...
i tink Miss wong kids lyk mi esp jeremy..
he nv cry at all when i carry him...
then miss wong n her husband were saying tat
i can becum a nanny...
haha...i inherited the gd genes frm my mum of taking care children...
chat wif miss wong...
i was veri happi...
then went home at abt 6.30...
bought mac home...

3rd dae of cny
went to my mum's fren hse 4 visitng...
but b4 tat went to lot one...
bought things for Miss wong n her son...
cuz she lent mi her Little nonya dvd part 2....
I was extremely thrilled n delighted
cuz i can save $$...
same thing get a lot of hongbaos again...

4th dae..
slack at home...
watched my little nonya dvd...
then my aunt came to visit my hse...
oh ya and have to do hsewrk...
and i cooked my own lunch todae for mi n my sis...
i cooked fried noodle...
n my sis said tat it was v.nice...
omg i was so happi...
cuz i nv touch on f&n for so long already..
n yet i can produce sth tat is nice...
haha....

ytd...(30/1)
woke up at 6.30...
the sound of my phone woke mi up...
kinda frustrated cuz i wan to sleep
n the moment i heard it rang, i was lyk
who will sms mi so early in the morning...
then i flick open my phone....
oh i was the Jae results...
haha...guess wad..
i was posted to my 1st choice which was
np biz studies...
yeah kinda happi...
after tat yt msg mi...
i still wan to continue sleeping...
slept all the way until 11.15...
then afternoon went out wif yt n mel to
orchard shaw centre to catch a movie
the wedding game...
overall the movie was okok only lar...
maybe it deserve abt 3 stars out of 5...
then after tat we went to shop at wisma...
i bought my levis jeans finally...
it costs mi 100 bucks...
omg....my heart veri pain...
tis is the 1st time in my life tat i ever bought
sth tat is so expensive n branded...
i tink i shld start saving up $$ n start scrimping already...
n i shld also start looking 4 jobs already...
still gt 2 more mths b4 i enter poly...
was kind of upset n disappointed wif sth todae...
i saw the grim truth of it...
i didn't expect tat person to keep tis frm me...
if i hadn't found out, i tink i wld still be lyk a fool
still continue tinking tat we will fulfill the agreement tgth...
how wrong i was...
but nvm its okay...
after all these yrs, i've learnt my lesson n have learn to take
things easy...
no need to be upset over such a small matter...
i'm happi tat i bought sth 4 myself todae...
then meet up wif mum n sis at lot 1 4 dinner...
saw cheryl, gina, samuel n zhan hui at e foodcourt...
haha...
was kind of happi to see them again...
afterall we're all frens...
chatted wif them for a while..
then my mum came already...
we took their seats when they left...
well tat ends my dae...

todae...(31/1) last dae of tis mth
was also veri busy...
woke up early at 9pm....
quickly change n everithing...
went to my grandpa's hse...
cuz todae is the death anniversay of my grandma...
so we got to go bck n pray..
depart at 9.30...
reach there at abt 10.15 lyk tat...
as usual see a few ppl tat i dun lyk...
but juz pretend to be normal...
then start the burning of the incense paper at abt
11++ lyk tat....
then after tat went to the temple..
to pray n to burn incense paper...
then after tat went bck to eat lunch n then
went home....
when i reached home was already lyk 4..
bath then went out to lot 1 again wif mum n sis...
i went to bata to buy 1 new flats..
haha tat will be 4 my poly...
then went popular for shopping spree again...
cuz we need to finish using the voucher by todae...
then went to kfc to find mum..
saw zh n cheryl again...
new players will be irvin n shane...
haha...saw them eating...
went over to chit-chat wif them...
they were lyk "you again"...
haha....lol...

well...shall end here...
buhbyee...:D

&the beauty.

4:39 PM

Haiz...juz a short post todae...

cny is cuming soon...
tis yr cny is nt sae veri meaningful to me...
i'm nt realli veri excited abt it
except for the fact tat i can get to wear my new clothes
, the nice food and the blackjack cards tat can play n can
visit frens hse...
other than tat,we have so mani bans...
like cannot go other ppl's hse except own relative,
cannot give hongbao
cannot exchange oranges
cannot do this cannot do tat..
i'm realli devasted although the new yr is cuming...

haven realli complete all e things tat i have mind...
haven visit ex-colleague..
haven cut my hair...
haven apply nail polish...
haven buy make-up n shawl n bag....
i tink i can forget abt it already lar...
no spirit or joy of celebrating...
juz gt to face it...

and juz 1 little tot of mine to share wif u guys...
dun trust ppl too much cuz u may nv noe
some dae they may backstab u or criticise u behind ur bck..
i will nv ever believe in judging a person by its looks...
yeah...
hasn't been doin much lately...
except tat on wed go shopping wif yt n mel
went wisma, bugis n imm...
haha...
but wasn't realli tat fun cuz i see e things tat i lyk
but cannot buy cuz its too ex n my mum ctrl my budget...
so can onli sae bye to my mango jeans...
yeah but we manage to take photos...
shall post a few ltr...

ytd was quite bad...
nt feeling well...
had abdomen cramps n the pain is killing mi...
had flu n a bit of a.attack...
can't realli get to sleep veri well...
half-way fall asleep when sneezing...
then woke up at 11 in the end...

bye...update another dae..

&the beauty.

10:41 PM

bck to update on my life...

yeah things didn't go smoothly as i planned...

thurs
went out wif mrs chan at around 4pm for a sumptious meal
at sakae sushi @ lot 1...
haha met up wif her n chatted a lot...
was supposed to submit the jae application b4 i go meet her
but in the end i tot of seeking her opinion 1st...
but i was a little taken aback by wad she told mi...
she advised mi to go jc..
hoho...gt kinda confused again...
yeah we saw miss foo, miss koh n one more kss teacher i dunno
wads her name...
yeah nw then i noe...
teachers r all veri slack n noe how to enjoy life one...
after sch straight go lot 1 n enjoy themselves...
last time still used to alwaes sae no time to mark finish all the wrk...
haha...i noe i'm being veri bad but i'm juz onl jk take it easy...
but nt all kss teachers r lyk tat...there r hardworking ones too..
lyk miss J Low n Miss Lim my fav phy teacher....
i met her on the bus 302 when i was going to my cousins hse..
i asked her 4 advice too...
she said tat i took onli combined sci n didn't take add maths...
so if i go jc it will be a bit hard...
so once again i am confused whether to go jc or poly...
cracking my head over it for the past few daes...
went to my cousins hse...
as usual...naughty gt scolded....
i tink nxt time i better dun go there so often...
in case they two argue again then blame on me again...

Fri
actually planned to go out wif yt to visit ex-colleagues n
mel n yt to J.pt...
but in the end it was called off by mi cuz of my sis's b'dae
n i gt sth on at nite...
spend my dae at home fretting over my course....
haiz so saddening to sae...
why muz we make decisions in life?
decisions are so hard to make at times...
n i gt some last minute shocking news..
was a bit upsad over it...
choices are there for us to choose...
but it's realli so hard to choose even if u have choices...
ahhhh...finally submitted the jae thing already...
at nite went to concord pri to collect my scholarship...
haha gt $$ come into my pocket already....
met up wif xq n cp...
then saw miah there...
as usual the same routine every yr no need to explain...
then after tat met up wif mum n sis n headed to lot 1
mum said tat she wants to treat my sis n me
for 2 purposes
1 is for sis b'dae
2 is for celebrating n rewarding mi 4 getting gd results..
haha i was so happi of course cuz have been getting foc treats
frm ppl lately....
we went to 2nd level siam kitchen...
i ordered my fav tom yam soup as usual....
it was delicious n fablous...
Happi belated b'dae, sis...=)
went home n sand b'dae song...

oh ya shall post some photos tat my family n I took...
haha dun laugh when u see them...

ytd
haiz the dae was ruined completely....
foul bad mood...
was supposed to go out wif yt n mel to imm to
shop around n buy baking things...
in the end my mum said tat need to go early to my
ah ma hse cuz we having renioun dinner tonite...
so can't go out wif my shopping buddies...
in the end my sis needs to go swimming at 5...
until 6+..
then i stay at home n slack the whole dae...
shld have gone out wif my frens...
b4 i proceed to my ah ma hse...
oh gosh...
then went to there...
saw the pathetic dog which i hate...
haiz...i guess i will either nt be goin to my ah ma hse animore
or visit there less often...
this change started all becuz of a dog...
so stupid...
why muz he buy a dog...
if the dog nv appear, life will nt becum lyk tat...
hate my uncle...
he told my mum tat we nv call him
i did lor n my sis did oso...
i tink he's totally deaf..
can't hear cuz he's so busy puffing away n smoking his health off...
so shit lor...
i was lyk so angry when my mum told me tis...
lyk as if his own daughter n son veri gd lyk tat gt call my mum...
so shit lar...
tink as if he's the eldest ppl muz respect him n call him veri loudly is it
if a person deserve the respect, i will difinately give it to him/her
but if i see the person doesn't even respect others 1st, then
i guess the person doesn't even deserve to be respected by others...
home at 10pm..
oh ya n didn't enjoy the steamboat tuan yuan fan
although there were sharkfin soup which i didn't eat
n the yusheng...
cuz when we having the steamboat dinner, halfway the socket spoiled
n everything stops...
cannot wrk...
i only finshed my 1st round onli wanted to go on to the 2nd round
in the end only at 1 round n tats it..
in the middle of the nite i stil woke up n was kind of lyk feeling hungry

todae as usual..
slack n do hsewrk at home...
went to chinatown wif mum...
but was unhappi...
becuz didn't get to see much things...
we went quite late...
then all we do is eat n spend a lot of time at the hawker centre...
but i saw the channel 8 show the quan neng qiao mama the winner
connie...she was featured in the newspaper b4..
she's veri popular at tat area chinatown...
she's veri rich...
she live in a big bungalow, have 2 maids n 3 daughters...
wow amazing rite?
someone who sellss chicken rice n coffee can be so successful....
mum asked me to order one plate of chicken rice frm her...
she's quite ok lar...
went home at 7...
haiz...such a short dae...

hmm...wad's my schedule for nxt wk....
haven tot of it yet..
tmr shld be going out
maybe to lot one to settle some stuff
which is to repair my watch n get my new specs
then i still need to go bugis to help my aunt buy the orange top
tat she lyk...
will have to fix 1 dae to go...
then i still haven cut my hair...
still tinking whether shld i get a new hair cut or nt?
then still haven bought cny goodies...
my kuih sth...muz get u...
ya n my new bag n makeup haven buy yet...
gt to find time to do...
haiz busy busy busy...
although there's no wrk 4 the time being but its a gd time to take
a break nw...

alrite gt to go...its getting late already...
gd nite...

&the beauty.

9:05 PM

hi peeps bck to blog at last...
will update on recent happenings...

Sun(11/1)
tis was the last dae of work...
my contract ended todae...
although there were certain unhappy things tat happened
during my work, but there were beautiful and happi memories too
esp wif friendly ppl frm the toys dpt...
wadever it is, everything's over...
during my 1 and a half mth of work,
mani things happen....
ultimately, i wan to give a big thank's to
clara, sarina, ramlan, zhong lin, myla...frm toys dpt...
i juz wan to say tat i am happi tat i got the chance to wrk wif u all...
esp clara thanx 4 standing by my side...
i also wan to sae tat i am happi to be frens wif
wan ying, alice, tat stupid benjamin...
and i wan to thank safarina for teaching me a lot....
i promise u tat nxt time wun queue until johor already...haha...
i oso wan to thank gavin n anita 4 giving mi the chance to learn...
gavin taught me tat one must have ambition and aspiration...
his great ambition was to retire before 40...
i was lyk wow when i heard tat...
i was unwilling to part wif work....
but no matter wad, there's alwaes a starting n ending pt..
now then i have cum to the end, i shall take a gd rest for tis period...
slept veri late at 12pm...
was freaking nervous abt tmr...
but i try to occupy my mind by watching shows n sleeping late...
in the end the nxt dae i woke up at 11pm...
tat veri gd cuz i dun tink anitink abt it...
u noe i am a veri scared person...
ya lor...

Mon (12/1)
tis dae was the release of our O'level results tat everione had been waiting for
i woke up at 11pm...
i kept telling myself not to tink abt it...
n calm myself down...
i told myself to be prepared for the worst le...
went to sch...
got a big surprise...
the biggest shock of my life....
yeah...i've done well in my O's n have not
disappoint my parents and the teachers who have helped mi so much...
was veri veri happi...
even my bro oso say i veri li hai....
after tat went to watch the movie twilight wif mel n yt
was supposed to watch bedtime but no more...
so in the end switch to twilight....
didn't regret switching to it...
it was veri nice and I LOVE IT!! HAHA...
TIS WAS THE 1ST TIME TAT I SAID TAT A ENGLISH MOVIE IS NICE...
HAHA MEL WILL BE LAUGHING IF SHE SEES TIS...
she noes tat i dun usually lyk english shows...
now is the time to fret wad course to choose....hehe...

Ytd
stayed at home...
didn't do anitink much....
slack as usual...
no need to work already...
take a veri gd rest...

todae
went out to bugis wif my shopping buddies yt n mel
haha..
omg...
my temptation is sizzling again...
i bought lots of clothes...
altogether i bought 4 pcs...
3 tops n 1 dress...
my spending power is rising...
oh my i tink i better stay at home n stop spending already
or else my mum will realli kill me...
yeah...had a great time shopping tgt n everyone bght sth 4 themselves...
yt spend the most...haha...
she will kill mi if she sees tis...
was tired after shopping...
rest at bK...
wad a pity we didn't take ani photos todae...

will be busy n have lots of dates tis wk....
below are the schedule...

tmr will be meeting mrs chan out for a celebration and will be
submitting my JAE application...these are wad i need to do tmr...

fri will be going bck to wrkplace to visit colleagues wif yt..
then will be going to j.pt wif mel n yt....

sat will be having renioun dinner at ah yi hse..
but i seriously pray hard tat the dog will be gone by then
or else i am not goin....

sun will be bringing family out for a treat...i treat them...lol...
either new york new york or buffet...
haven decide yet...
then maybe go shop for cny or wad...

tats it so tis will be my schedule for tis wk....
busy like a buzzing bee...
haha...
shall update nxt time..
i shall post photos nxt time...

&the beauty.