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Tuesday, January 09, 2007

5:16 PM

Haiz...dunno wad is happening to me nowadays...
I'm veri sad recently especially these few daes....
I felt tat time pass so slow...
yyyyyyyyy??
Not mani notice tat I'm sad...
they tink tat I'm ok and normal....
but deep in my heart....no one understand how i am feeling....
tat kind of feeling i will never ever forget.....
It's painful and i can tell tat it's veri hurtful....
onli a few ppl noe wad is goin on.....
I tink i'm juz stuck wif the same old problem.....
I see a never-ending way out for me.....
There's like no finishing line for me...
even for a swimmer he/she will also have finising line....
how abt mi???
I am lyk alwaes tangling in tis circle....
goin round and round.....
juz lyk a earth....
after 1 round u will cum bck to the same spot again....
I realli hope tat i cld have more confidence....
I juz hope tat somedae i cld free myself frm all these....
Everytime when i wan to put a stop to sth
things will alwaes happen again
This year is a brand new year
A brand new 2007
I juz wan a gd start and a gd yr
I'm already starting to feel stress....
I realli hope tat i live by the sea......
so tat whenever I'm feeling sad or bad mood
I cld go to the seaside and shout out my feelings.....
becuz i love pouring all my problems to the sea water....
i feel tat they can hear mi n they wun tell my secrets away....
becuz i dun realli found my true fren yet....
all i wan is juz simple things...
but y does it seems so hard to archieve or get it??
I DUN UNDERSTAND.....
I REALLI DUN.....
Y IS GROWING UP SO COMPLICATED????
Y AM I SO PROBLEMATIC???
Y DO I HAVE SO MANI PROBELM??
Y CAN'T I JUZ BE HAPPI EACH DAE???
YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
CAN ANIBODI TELL MI Y????
I REALLI FEEL LIKE CRYING NW...BUT I WUN BECUZ
I BELIEVE TAT I STILL HAVE THE COURAGE TO CARRY ON.....
CRYING WUN SOLVE THE PROBLEM....
I JUZ HAVE TO LOOK FORWARD TO SOLUTIONS.....

&the beauty.

Shi Teng NP BS

Loves Gd Jap & Korean Food & Shopping!!

Desires
Fly to Korea & Study overseas.

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